School was...
I can't seem to find a word to describe it.

Mixture of grieveness and loneliness.

The former emotion was because of Soo Xin Yuan.
He made me shed tears and keep a long face during Chinese period.
I had this slip of paper - which I had to write down my feelings for syf.
So I wrote something which probably infuriated him,
because he said, " Aiyah, also lose already..."
I flinched, more than I flinch everyday I hear the teacher say 1/2, because it reminds me of the past 1/2.

Before I know it, I was furious at him, and tears rolled down instantly.
Well, nobody knew I cried, because I buried my head while crying.
Shall stop elaborating, because I'll tear down any minute.

The latter was because I went home alone.
An A, a L, an O, a N, and an E.
A-L-O-N-E.

Jovina was asking me where was my friends I usually go home with, because I was alone.
I replied, sighing: I have 5 friends - One went for netball match, one to choir syf, one to Red cross, one to band, the other, abandoned the rest of my friends and I to join another clique.

So with that, I went home myself, all alone.
It's hard to imagine all of my friends with busy schedules, they're all doing something productive, while I'm here, jamming the computer.

I'll go get myself something else to do.